BATKIDDY

Try to find my way back home

2010-01-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

Like Ive said, Ive MOVED.

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Ok Bye :D

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2009-12-31T22:48:00.002+08:00

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Dead and Gone

2009-12-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

Ive moved to a better place.

Bye :)

Pandai pandai cari Url aku okay, Bye Old me :D

Singapore Idol 3 !

2009-12-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

I still think Tabitha is the best but......
Since Slyvia and Sezairi is the Finalist,I really dont know who to vote for,
I mean, Both of them are awesomely good.
And I dont really care who wins.
No, actually, I want Sylvia to win.
Haha.
People who are watching Singapore Idol right now will know who Charice is.
She has STRONG vocals.
LOVE IT !
When she sang Whitney Housten song,
I Have Nothing and Always Love You.
Oh, how can we forget our first Singapore Idol, TAUFIK BATISAH :)
He is sooooo HANDSOME.
Huahua.
To my dear friends,
I bet you are having hail of a time down there at Singapore Indoor Stadium.
Sorry couldnt tag along.
Firstly, I had family bbq at ECP and then my head just cant stop spinning.
......................................................................................................................................
SO

SEZAIRI SEZALI

won the 3rd Singapore Idol.
Haha.
No worries.
They all are still Good.
Daddy says, "KELONG !"
Haha, apeje.

Toilet problem ?

2009-12-26T19:17:00.005+08:00

My life is in a mess right now.
I need to flush it down and away.
I'll call the plumber tomorrow.
Bye !
Oh, Im going to ECP again.
With Family this time round.
K Bye again.

Life is full of Angels and Demons.

Tags replies:
Feenah: Haha, yeapyeap, cute kan. I know. And yeah, we'll find a day to ourselves :) Ok?
Nora: Uhm thanks alot :D

Late Date

2009-12-26T18:29:00.003+08:00

Ask me how's my movie date.
Ask me Ask Me ! !
It was

AWEEEEEEESOOOOOOOOME !

& Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 was the best movie I watched all year !
Especially when you watched it with [you know what I mean].
No, that wasnt what I meant.
NO, my date is/was not my boyfriend.
Im single &Im happy :)
Infact, Very ! :)
I dont have to worry about which guy I want to go out with, which guy I want to hug
and no, not which guy I want to kiss.
Anyway, why 24 December 2009 was my best date EVER ?
Because, everything went just the way I wanted it to be.
So perfectly.
Well, ignore the title of this post.
Yes, I mean No, my date wasnt late.
My date was ON TIME :)
He was handsomely dressed up, huhu, [cair SEKEJAP aje]
He treated me to the movie, aww thanks baby, eh I mean, babi.
& I treated him to the popcorns.
So fair ok :)
He's the best person to take to the movies.
Dont ask me why, he's just the best.

&& I saw Feeeeeeeeeeeenah at the youth park bustop.

Riiiiiinduuuuuu sama dia !

We will meet soon and have the day to ourself ok ;)

So after the movies we went to East Cost Park.
Meet the 4PM people.
Dont ask me what or who is 4PM.
Very lazy want to explain.
&blahblah, well, Im not close to them anyway.
I only know a bunch of people.
Razak, Adham, Iskandar, Syukri, Syukriah, Opah &so on..
Haha.
Piggy went to confide Opah.
Pity her alot. :(
Yeah, so while he was doing that, I took Isti's bike and went for a ride in the park.
From area C all, the way to area G with my DRESS !
Haha, yes, I was wearing a dress.
Date mah.
I also wanted a time for my own.
So yeah, went for a ride in the park.
So called, trying to relax my mind.
Whahahaha.
Then, go home :)
And for the first time, piggy said I was gorgeous :)
Awwwww, siapa tak kembang dia bodoh !
He always say I look and dress like Minah.
Well, Ive always been one in his panda eyes.
But that, was a compliment, very hard to hear from him.
And yes, that is why Im happy.
Thanks piggy.
Youve made my day :)
& I love you too :)
It was a perfect day because youre the perfect date :)
& I want to tell you and everybody that I regard you as a brother.
Its more than friends tau.
So confide in me if you have problems ok Piggy :)
Takecare:}

P/s: Somebody is going to be Jealous ! Beware ! Whoo~

Second Date

2009-12-23T23:10:00.004+08:00

Seperated for more than a year, but still dating.
EHEM EHEM !
Still ?
Just one day, and thats Tomorrow !
Haha,

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 !!

Here I come !
Ok ok, Here we come.
bahhs~
Dont be late for our Date ok Babi Goreng !
Pick me up at Eight.
Cheydeebahhhhh ! FAAAAKE !
What time want to meet ah ?
Ok, talk to you at night.

Yeay, got my first pay today !
I know I know.
You cant be more happier than to get your first pay right.
Haha.
So thats it.
Im tired.
Looking forward for tommorow's date.
Its been SOOOOOOOOOO long since I last dated someone. :)
And now, Im dating the same person I first dated two years ago, my Babi Goreng.
Oi, its your treat tau !
HAHA.

All the SINGLE ladies

2009-12-22T20:38:00.006+08:00

I dont know.
Ive been SINGLE for 8 months now.
Haha.
But I didnt get to enjoy that single life.
Ive been on the wait for 8 FREAKING months.
Oh My God !
Aint that long ?
I know, Im so not used to being single.
Everyday I think of BAAAT, and think that Im still attached to him.
Thats how I live my days.
Its like Ive created an altar of BAAAT.
Wait, not "Its like".
I HAVE created an altar.
I need to throw this altar away.
FAR AWAY !

To readers, if you dont know what altar is, let me explain.
Its something you tend to create/imagine/turn to when you cant be with the real person.
Something like imaginary friend.
Except this is dangerous, and I mean

VERY DANGEROUS !

Thats why I need to throw it away far.
You can get carried away being with this altar.
You will somehow be in another world.
And this earth is of no exist to you.

Yes.
Thats what is going to happen to me if I dont stop being with my altar.
But how ?
If I throw this altar away, I'll be "dead".
This altar have been keeping me alive for 8 months.
But If I continue to keep this altar.........
It'll be worse than being dead.

Oh boy, Im having a heavy splitting headache right now.
I miss BAAAT, I really do.

But, now what ?
Find someone new ?

Hugs and kisses and MISSES.

2009-12-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

I MISS FEENAH BABY
I MISS BAAAT [BERRY]
I MISS THE PEOPLE WHO MISSES ME
I MISS BEING LOVE
I MISS GETTING HUGS
I MISS KISSING ON THE LIPS
I MISS DATING SOMEONE
I MISS LIVING IN MY FANTASY WORLD
&my fantasy world is
HAPPILY EVER AFTER

How can I forget ?

2009-12-20T21:44:00.002+08:00

Lets all wish this girl a Happy 17 Birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYRAQUELLA.

Last long with Hairi :))

Is there a meaning ?

2009-12-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Someone yesterday said to me, let the fate run by itself.
God created you to have a meaningful life.
Happy or sad, you choose.
Everybody live to die.
It's just a matter of time.
I just lost someone.
Dearest to me.
Grandad :(
He is now in the hands of God.
God, please forgive all his wrong doings.

"God created you to have a meaningful life. Happy or sad, you choose."
You choose the way you want to live your life.
Like choosing double cheese burger or mac chicken.
Well, both are $2. So you have to choose.
Now Im sad, but life has to go on.
So Im trying to be happy :)

Lets post something unlogical.
Like combanations of the name of someone you love/like.
For example,
Beetlejuice
Cheesemonster
Butterfingers
You do realise the italic ones has got something to do with food, or somesort.
How and where do they get these names ?
Its funny.
Let me try.
BatBerry ?
Well, I love Bat !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ok, so that sounded like Fred Perry.
OK, mine is nicer then theirs.
Bluek !

Nonsensical post to keep myself happy :)
Here's why Im always strong :D

You didnt say Goodbye :(

2009-12-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

Right now, Im feeling really really really down.
I just lost someone who is the most dearest to me.
He doted on me the MOST !
He pampered me like Im his only, but I wasn't.
He will try to get me anything and everything I want.
I remember, back when I would sit on his laps.
He would hug me tight.
Im known best in the family as "fishball girl".
But yesterday, yesterday 4 am, we lost him, I lost him.
He left us, he left me, without saying goodbye.
How could he ?
But its all fated.
I couldnt stop crying.
I just couldnt.
I couldnt believe my eyes.
He was gone, forever.
I will definitely miss you, Grandad.
Infact, I AM missing you right now.

Nurakidah bte Mohd Shafiee
Mohd Shafiee bin Osman
Osman bin Rashiah

You are the greatest Grandad ever.
I will never ever forget you.
I love you, I do. :(

Rest in Peace Grandad.

Amin.

DA BESAR DIA

2009-12-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY ADIL.

I mean, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

Now thats my baby brother :)

Its been awhile, well atleast.

2009-12-11T20:09:00.004+08:00

So I went straight to Bedok after work.
Well I wanted to borrow Piggie's shirt for tomrrow's performance.
Sanggup eh pergi Bedok stakat nak pinjam baju. Huhu.
I very lazy want to go and buy. Hahh. (Pemalas lah ni Akidah)
Well, not just borrow shirt actually.
And yes, he is facing ~~some~~ ALOT of problems.
He calls me "Meany". Thanks eh Akrham !
He says I always bully him.-.-"
So yeah, went there, to you know, comfort him.
Panggil aku meany lagi, hmmph !
He wasnt in the mood actually.
[Durh ! Who will, when you are facing tonnes of problems ?]
Waited for him at the "stadium" and the moment he arrived,
He just couldnt stop talking about her.
He keeps saying "Tak fair sei Akidah, die slalu *insert paragraph*"
Well, urm, ok, I pity him.
Be strong okay baby, eh I mean, Babi !
You know Im ALWAYS here, there and everywhere for you.
You know Ive always love you.
You know its true.
Go tell EVERYONE if they dont know.
Go tell HER if she doesnt know.
And I know you love me, kan kan kan ?
HAHAHAHAHA, Perasaan lah ni Akidah oi !
My shoulders is yours, cry here.
My ears is yours, say anything you want.
My mouth is yours, oh no, you cant kiss me, but belanja me makan ? Huhu.

Soooo, you know whats going on 24 Dec right ?
Exactly TWO YEARS AGO, we had our very first date on this very date, 24 Dec 2007, watching Alvin and the Chipmunks.
And this 24 Dec 2009, lets make it our second date watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 !
Soooo, if there is Alvin and the Chipmunks 3, you must watch with me.
In TWO years to come perhaps. Hahh.

Take care ok BABI GORENG !
Love you, and no, not like how I love BAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ! :)
&I miss you, [ok, so I lied]

364 Days

2009-12-07T20:02:00.007+08:00

1 more day, JUST ONE MORE DAY !
It's Tomorrow !
I know, to other people, One year is nothing.
They are way more than a year. Haha.
But, I cant believe I actually went this far.
I mean, we are not together but we are together.
Get it ?
NO, you will never will.
Only we know what our current status are.
But status doesnt matter.
As long as I love him, he loves me, Im very much happy already.
Nurakidah sayang Muhd Iskandar.
HE know its True
YOU know its True.
EVERYBODY know its TRUE.
Kan Feenah ? Hee.
He's not my first, but he will definitely be my LAST.
Whee~
I know, people reading this would probably say,
"Alah, baru satu tahun, tunggu ah da lame lame, baru nnt tawu"
Haha, True true, but I know how things are going between us.
But this I got to say, He's the FIRST guy I never have to worry him having another girl behind my back.
Too much trust over Love ?
Maybe.
But that's what I feel, and the muchness of trust Im able to give him.

Oh I have a performance this Saturday, 12 dec, come and watch ok if you guys are free. Its at Telok Kurau Park. :D Its a Chrismas Event. Whee ~

[I cant seem to upload pictures, Grrrrr~]

Let's keep it short and sweet

2009-12-04T23:07:00.004+08:00

I realise if I work, I will have absolutely no time for other things.
Like going out with peeps, dance and floorball ! etc.
Its like durh, I know.
But.....
I need money and job is paying me good :D
So I will bear with it.
I thought by woking, I could kill my time with other jicks (boys).
I mean I purposely make myself busy so I wont have the time to entertain jicks.
Haha, My English is getting from Good to Bad and now, just terrible.

But now so many guys are contacting me, and its really really IRRITATING!
Like come on, I only have one person in my heart and obviously its BAAAAAAAAT !
Huhu, I miss him HEELIES+SKATE+BICYCLE+MOTOR+CAR+VAN+LORRY=TRUCKLOADS !
SERIOUS !
Ohoh and how could I ever forget my babygirl, FEENAH.
She's no longer working with me.
And now, I just have no time to meet her and I hate that ALOT !

And I still have Dance Practice for the Chrismas Event happening on 12 dec @ Telok Kurau Park.
dash dot dash -.-
Im really really tired, another words, Im just exshausted. Pfft~
I break bones, I break dance and now my bones are going to break from all the twist and turns and the stupid stunts Im trying to do.
My sholder spin is a success.
Oh yeah !
Ok, so the pain was worth it :D Haha.
So yeah, I need my beauty sleep now for tomorrow's work.
Ok that's lame.
Goodnight and BYE !

1,2,3 :D

2009-12-01T21:58:00.004+08:00

So today is my 123 entry :D
Ohhkay, that is so lame Akidah.
I know.
Here's the deal, I dont know what to blog about.
It's either TOO many to blog about or NOTHING to blog about.
Which one ?
I dont know.
Feenah is no longer working with me :(
Sobs*
Get well soon aye baby :D
And Im caught up with alot of events.
K bye !
Im busy !!!!!!!!!

Ohoh, I changed my blogskin again :D

Oh No !

2009-11-27T23:52:00.007+08:00

Remember the Sentosa job I interviewed for ?

I thought I didn't get that job and so I went for another job interview with Feenah.

And that is the Factory job.

I went for the Factory job interview on Wed and got it on the spot.

And then........next day, Thurs, Chris, the Sentosa guy called and say I could come on 2 dec.

:( How Pathetic !

I want Both jobs can ?

But that will mean, you wont get to see me.

So if I change the Facory to night shift,....

URGHHHHH !

I will have no rest !

And what about my dance practice ?

My God !

*Oh before you ask, that's my MUM and my BABY BRO :D

Its a FACTory

2009-11-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

Yes Its the Fact that Im working in a Factory.
Yeay :D
Atleast got job :)
Ok, Bye.

Hyperpyrexia ?

2009-11-22T22:36:00.005+08:00

No it cant be.

That's a High Gade Fever that exceeds 42 Degrees Celcius.

Yes, Im having a High Fever.

But only till 39.3 Degrees Celcius.

It is still serious right, I know.

I started having sore throat and before I knew it, I have High Fever.

And I thought the sore throat was from all the shoutings at RedCamp6

Yesterday, my temperature is only 38.4 Degrees Celcius.

This morning it increases to 38.6 Degrees Celcius.

And I keep on taking my temperature every 4 hours.

Apparently it didnt decrease.

It increases to 39.1 to 39.2 and now, 39.3 Degrees Celcius.

Pfft ~

And jyeah, Tomorrow I have Dance Practice at CityHall with Ee and the rest.

Haiya.

I went to SGH just now.

I felt like crying there and then.

Grandad is hospitalized. He's in Coma.

But I know he is still aware what is going on around him.

When I entered the ward, Daddy spoke to him and said I was there.

Of all people, Daddy mentioned my name first.

Of all Grandad's Grandchildren, He love me the most.

He was the one who took care of me when I was very young.

How could I ever forget that ?

He fed me with Fishballs as it was my favourite back then and I became very picky in food.

If the market opposite his house is closed, he would ask my Aunty to find Fishballs so as to feed me.

Just so I could have them.

I love my Grandad.

N I N J A S Oi ! [Haik]

2009-11-20T23:10:00.030+08:00

Im BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK People :D
So did you miss me ?
I know Feenah does. Right baby ?
Ok, Ive been away for 3 days but it felt like a Month.
Chey Fake !
But really.
So this entry is going to be Super Long.
Bear with it ok.
So here goes.

First day at RC6:
Oh hello, Ive been enlisted into the NINJA's Tribe and Im really proud of it.
The colour for NINJA's are BLUE ! I love Blue :D Haha, K lame.
Woke up early in the morning feeling excited about the camp :) and off to NP with Kyyraa :D
Ive never been to NP before so I was rather unfamiliar with the school. -.-"
We were greeted warmly by the Good People of NP :D
And they are none other than the AWESOME SL's.
Not only the NINJA's SL's, But ALL ! The...;
APACHE's, VIKING's, SPARTAN's and CENTURION's SL's too.
So they introduced us about the camp.
It was an AWESOME start, with the opening act and stuffs.
We went to the School of Life Science and Health Science or whatever it is called and actually I dont really remember. Haha, pathetic sia Kid.
K nevermind, but we did alot of fun things
Oh oh, how can I forgot about the cheers.
I love to shout, so Im just lucky. HAHA, I can shout around loudly :D
Our Lunch was great ! ! We had KFC :D Wohooo~
Oh and I made alot of friends only on the first day.
More to come in the other Two days.
After the camp, took a bus to Bp and then took 960 to Bugis.
Kyyraa bought something and then we were off to CityHall.
Joined Ee and her cousins. Ofcourse its DANCE lah.
Jyeah, then out of the blue moon, BAAAAAAAAT msged.
Wohooooo~ BEST NYER ! Suke I ! HEE:D
About some political issues, CHEY FAKE ! Would he even talk about it in the first place ? HAHA
Yeah, so Ee and Kyyraa had to go, and I ton with BAAAAAAAAT.
Ok, cut story short.

Second day at RC6:
Woke up at 6.30 am.
WAIT !!!! Did I even sleep ?
I think only for 45 mins. HAHA, Pathetic sia.
Too cold. BAAAAAAAT thick skin. He not cold of da aircon. K whatever.
BAAAAAAAT needs a song to lulluby him to sleep.
While I was trying to sleep, He swicthed the Radio On. Great !
Anw, thanks for lending me your BIG sized jersey :D
Yeah, BIG sized jersey for a small guy like him. HEE :D
It says "IINIRA". Who the hell is IINIRA ?
K moving on.
So I went NP without Kyyraa, from BAAAAAT's house with my Masai face !
Thanks, I didnt get to sleep, Very tired.
I reached NP VERY early, 7.30 am I think.
Well, we were supposed to come at 8 am.
Haha, K lah, not THAT "VERY" early. LOL.
So I waited for Kyyraa and off to the Convenction Centre [CC]
Second day at NP couldnt get better.
It just get even AWESOME-mier ! REALLY !
We were supossed to go to the Adventure Park but thanks to the rain, we couldnt :(
Sad or what ? WHAT !
We went to the Loft, something like a hotel room, and its super cool !
We had Breeks for lunch and some asian food for dinner.
I'll cut everything short.
Because, you just have to know its ASWEOME !
Then we went home, My God, Am I Tired or What ?
Go home and sleep.

Third day at RC6:
Woke up at 7. Gosh Im Late !
Haha, Previous day,
I wanted to charge my camera but yeah, too sleepy, I go and charge my Hp in Lulu's Room.
She came to my room and scolded me but it was worth the scolding.
Or I wouldnt have woken up.
Kyyraa tried calling me, but I was sleeping. Haha. Poor thing.
So she went to NP first and I arrived 10 minutes later, and guess what ?
Im not late after all. Haha.
So third day just couldnt get better.
We had Mass Dance and Clearance was my partner.
Glad to have him.
So hype up for the dance routine.
Then we went up on stage to do the dance.
Its a good thing he's not the " Aiya, I dont want lah" Hee.
Somehow or somewhat Im proud of myself.
I dont know why. Then Blah Blah...
Then the Singapore Idol Top 4 came !
Sezairi, Tabitha, Sylvia and Charles.
Whoo~
And guess what, I got to go up on stage and sing with them.
Well, not all though. All the girls sang with Tabitha and Sylvia and the guys sang with Sezairi and Charles.
We girls sang Take A Bow by Rihanna.
And guess what ? GUESS LAH !
Theres one part, one phrase "But its over now"
Which is meant to be the background singer.
And while they were singing, I suddenly sang the background phrase and everybody looked at me.
And Im like, OKAY ! Haha.
Im used to singing the background part too.
Haha. And Tabitha and Sylvia praised me.
AWWWWWW, Now Im REALLY PROUD of MYSELF. Heeeeee :D
So third day ended with "Zouk" in NP.
Its time to PARTY !
Dj Andrew from Zouk came down and we were partying the whole night.
Exchanged numbers and there you go, an AWESOME RedCamp6 :D

Tag Replies

2009-11-20T22:58:00.011+08:00

Feenah:
Aww baby, only 4 hours and you missed me already, Sweet thing jyeah. Haha, and yeah, keep the Fats to yourself. Dont need to donate :D LOL

Lulu:
Oh suke eh kau, haha, padan muke kau ! Bluek !

Nisa:
Darling, Im so sorry, I was at redcamp already. Andand anw, I forgot to charge.
But Im really sorry. Hope you had fun at Prom. :( :( :(

Ahtyka:
Heyy, Im fine darling :D Hows you ?

Ready, START

2009-11-16T23:38:00.005+08:00

Ok, so I decided not to go ZIRCA.
Damn lazy.
Chey Fake !
Nolah, tomorrow I have Red Camp.
And I need my rest.

Went for Job Interview just now with FEENAH.
Robinson walk-in interview:
"Eh peh ramai orang"
"Alah, baru empat"
*Went further in, look to our left*
"Ah kau, banyak lah 4 orang"
( Super Long Que)
*giggles**walk off*
Ducktours:
"Uhm do you have any vacancies for......?"
"Its at 4pm, next trip"
*both of us**whispering*
"Next trip? Dia fikir kita nak naik kah ?"
*Lol-ing**walk off again*
So there you have it, our "Job Interview" for the day.
Haha.

Feenah baby,
I know I will be away for a week.
I know youre going to miss me.
I know you will be left alone.
I know I know I know.
Haha.
Just know that youre always in my heart and I'l forever be in yours.
Wahhhh, da macam matair kan kita ? Haha.

NiniNabeyh sayang,
I miss you too darlings.
Im sorry about the other day.
The Sentosa outing.
Will meet you up soon when Im not that busy aye.
Girls outing ?
I miss NiniMonster too.

Floorball will resume this Saturday.
WAHHHHHHHHHH !
Best ah, NO REST !
But I miss Floorball.
So jyeah,
Red Camp tomorrow till Thursday.
Workshop and Eyma Chalet on Friday.
Floorball on Saturday.

K bye, I sleepy already, Nights :D

Yes, No, Maybe, I Dont Know

2009-11-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

Finally, I got to meet Finah :D
Love her loads you see.
Why ?
She's every reason Im ME.
So she is like my other half.
Haha, hang in there baby,
Im ALWAYS here for you aye. :D
Thank your Kakak again, for the treat.
The Identical Jackets and the Meal :)

Actually Im still considering on wether or not to go to ZIRCA.
I want !, I like to PARTAAAAY !
But, I have other reasons too.
I mean, for not wanting to go ZIRCA.
One of them is the Red Camp.
If I go ZIRCA tomorrow, that will mean I will only be back the next day.
And I cant go back, I have Red Camp.
For Three Freaking days.
Camp will only end on 19 Nov, Monmon Birthday !
And then, on Fri, 20 Nov, I have a Workshop and Eyma Birthday Chalet.
Im going to be busy the whole damn week.
And I wont have my REST !
Hmmmmm,
Another thing is, Mummy dont know about this yet.
I dont know if she will allow me to even leave the house if I tell her at the very last minute.
HAIYYYYYYYAAAAAAA !

Im still counting our days,
23 more days, 081209 :D
Do you even know what Im talking about ?

BATKIDDY <3

Missy Missy Missy Miss

2009-11-13T22:17:00.021+08:00

It has only been two days.
Mann, I miss blogging, LOL.

Working at Singapore Expo was fun but tiring (durh) and irritating.
Some issues with the people there.
Daddy picked me up :) Whee~

Yesterday went skating with Ram Sheckler.
My twinnie :)
Luckily there was a direct bus from my house to Punggol.
Met new people. ( Ram Friends :) )
Had fun, but yeah tiring (durh again) !
Haha.

No plans today.
I mean, no plans on going out.
Too tired.
Just dyed my hair Cheifon Beige.
Nice light colour :)

Aiin msged me again.
Tomorrow working (again) .
This time round at Ang Mo Kio :)
Yeay yeay.

Oh, tomorrrow not going Sentosa with 'Them'
Two bunch of people asked me out and coincidentally both 'groups' planned on going to Sentosa.
Sorry, Working !

I miss alot of people.
Especially BAAAAAAAAAT and Feenah :(
Well BAAAAAAAAT, not expecting any msgs from him.
He's enjoying his life perhaps.
As for Feenah, I miss her damn loads.
She seemed to be angry at me.
I dont know.
I msged her but she didnt reply.
Maybe her prepaid is low.
Or maybe she really is upset with me.
Uhm, maybe because I didnt go look for jobs with her. :(
Haiya.

Next week going to be busy !
The whole damn week !

ZIRCA
Red camp ( 3 days )
MDIS Workshop
Eyma Birthday Chalet

Pfft~
K goodnight !

I Love BAAAAAAAT as always and Feenah, my Everything.

Job Interview ?

2009-11-10T21:21:00.015+08:00

Benson and Veeknesh were talking about their job interview the other day.
Benson's Aunt kind of recommend it.
Actually it was just yesterday. Haha.
And I asked if I can go to the job interview with them.
Which was today, Just now !
So you thought it was just a job interview ?
Ok let me tell you first, what job I went for just now.
Actually, I have no idea what you call them.
I have to persuade tourist to take pictures of, themselves ofcourse.
Sound weird ? Yeah, at Underwater World.
Actually it is to take their pictures and persuade them to BUY their captured memories.
Easy job ? Jyeah :)
So you guessed it, a job in Sentosa.
Im so going to enjoy this job.

And then................
Benson's Aunt suddenly seem to be in her 'mood'.
She treated us to the Tiger Sky Tower, Sky Ride and LUGE.
And its all, obviously for free.
How cool ? VERY !
Had so much fun !
-A Job ( Easy one at that)
-Free ride at Tiger Sky Tower
-Free Sky Ride
-Free LUGE
But I was late just now for the interview, Im sorry :(

Then went home with Veeknesh.
And theres this Weird guy in the train.
How weird ? VERY !!!
When I entered the train with Veek, 'weird guy' smiled broadly at us.
And finally realised, he was actually smiling at me.
He's not just weired. He looks like a lecher.
That what scares me.
Then he was pointing to my hair.
I tried to ignore him, but I just couldnt.
I was talking to Veek and we were laughing over some stupid issues.
And 'weird guy' laughed at us and says:
"Wah, she very happy ah"
I looked at him and just smiled.
I mean what else can I do ?
He keep interfering in my talks and jokes with Veek.
Then he wants a high 5.
So I kind of gave it to him infront of EVERYBODY !
And oh yeah, it was during the peak hours just now.
Then he alighted at Commonwealth.
Phew~ Big sigh of relief.

And just when I thought my day would end just like that,
Aiin called me an hour ago and asked me to work tomorrow.
For a function at Singapore Expo !
Ooooooooh Jyeah !
Now I can go ZIRCA !
And for upcoming Parties :)

Oh and btw, I have my Science paper 1 tomorrow.
Whoo ! Last paper ! :) :)Bye !

Ohoh, and Veeknesh, its not an emotional entry this time round.
AND , I want the pictures taken just now. :)
Haha.

Wahhhliao !

2009-11-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

I know I know,
Food And Nutrition was a Bitch.
Section B.
Die liao !
K bye, Lazy to post.
ONE more paper to go,
Cant wait to end :)

Back To Party-ing !

2009-11-08T22:30:00.006+08:00

Dangdut Night !

ZIRCA anyone ?
Aji, pergi dengan aku k :)

Its Never Over

2009-11-07T15:57:00.004+08:00

I finally understood the true meaning of lovelife.
Im definitely not going to fall in love all over again.
Sorry baby, Im not and NEVER will give myself a chance.
(You know what I mean)

Patience.
The key and actually magic to success :)
I know its just a phrase that you've all heard countless of times.
But its true.

I wont rush things.
If only you have told me earlier kan ?
We are still young but promise me something,
[Kahwin I k ? Bile da besar nanti,]
LOL.

K bye readers,
Thats all for today :)

Oh btw, I want to thank all of you who have given me the assurance in this relationship.
I mean, uhm, ahh, nvm, just thanks.
And to whoever who asked me to "give this relationship up",
or to whoever who said "just forget him luhs"
You all can go die k ?
:)
Im stubborn when Im in love.
So dont try to be wise, when youre not even one yourself.

So I guess its preety obvious that no matter what happens, I still love Muhd Iskandar ok.

Get in my way, Die my way.
Bye !

Oh hey, How's Life ?

2009-11-05T19:46:00.001+08:00

How's Life in ITE ?
It must have been good right ?
See you there next year [maybe].
Bye !

Will it work ?

2009-11-03T20:59:00.007+08:00

Will this book really help ?

Like will it really help ?

"Akidah kau desperate sia, sampai pinjam buku dekat library"

"No choice uh, this is call 'desperate moments' [giggles]"

"Bergune ke ?"

"Hmm..."

I dont know, will it ?

It gave very very good advices.

But before I could apply it to my own relationship,

His actions, [just his actions], pulled my confidence down.

Now Im even more distracted.

I want to resign.

Ive been working hard.

Working hard on this relatonship.

It's his turn.

If you really want this love, then go on and work on it.

I'll go with your flow.

You are following my flow,

Im following your flow.

Now Im taking the lead, you wont barge and atleast show me the effort ?

Now Im at a place I thought I will never be.

Im living in a world that's all about you and me.

You are treating this relationship frivolously.

[another meaning apart from lyza's]

Anyway, to MyraQuella.

Im sorry for your lost.

Im really sorry.

Sorry I wasn't able to be there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on.

You have to be strong ok.

Now I have to figure out how to hold on to my pen.

Bye !

Teletubies ?

2009-11-02T11:44:00.002+08:00

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
Let me tell you a secret.
He's my Teletubie[s] friend.
[inside jokes]
Had your First Child Aji ?
[another inside jokes]
*winkswinks*
Oh oh, actually nak wish je.

HAPPY SEVEN-TEEN BIRTHDAY !

Dah, tu je, tak mo tamak.
:)

-No title-

2009-11-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

I will just be patient and wait.
That's the last thing I could do.

Totally Down

2009-10-30T22:25:00.005+08:00

Met my girls.
Fee down,
Ee down,
Im down.
Lyza brought us up.
K that didnt make any sense at all.
Sat at the pondok where I was chased by my own species.
MONKEY !
Near 'bf' house.
Fee saw him.
I turned and saw him carrying his deck.
Skating perhaps.
[Mesti dgn Haziq and Sparrow]
And who knows whoever is there.
K nevermind.
Im just assuming.
Msged him.
Told him I saw him.
Guess what ?
He didnt reply.
Im sad.
Im really sad.
What's his reason for not replying ?

I saw him walked passed me.
He was there.
Right before me.
Just a few metres away.
But I didnt even get to talk to him.
He didnt even reply me.

Is he giving up ?
Should I give up ?

I Miss him so much.
I cant take this anymore.
Please show me what you want or expect of me.
I wont know if you just keep it to yourself.
I cant bear to let this love go away.
Im distracted.

Quick One

2009-10-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow meeting FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENAH!

I Miss my Irony Boy so much, K Bye !

Cant wait for tomorrow :)

Life is a Bitch,

2009-10-28T19:27:00.006+08:00

I know,
How long have we not contacted ?
How long did this 'coldwar' went on ?
But this afternoon you suddenly msged me about Baba.
Im sorry for you.
I know Im not much of a help.
All I can do is just give you advise.
You keep on saying youre not strong and therefore you are not strong.
Tell yourself you ARE strong.
It helps you know.
You have to try to believe it.
Well ofcourse you cant only say it once and hope it will work.
Close your eyes and say it 33 times.
Go on and try.
And not forgetting, pray to Allah.
HE's the only one that can help you, your family and Baba.
This is life, face it.

Had my maths paper TWO just now.
OhMyGod !
I slept only at 3 in the morning just to do my revision.
Ive never ever sleep so late just to do my revision but guess what ?
I screwed up.
Believe it or not, I didnt even read Q 8 and 9.
What !?
And I didnt even know there was a Q on Probabilty.
There was ??
Pffft~
So you guess?
How did I fair for my maths.
BAD !!
There goes my wish on achieving 15 points.
:( So in the next 4 days, Im going to face another Hellish week.
Combine Humanities and Science.
Ahh !
Nevermind, get this done and over with.
But still I have to thank Allah that some Q were manageable.

After the O levels, I still have one more exam to take.
To work on my relationship.
Lol, and you were thinking what examinations Im going to face.
Well, Baby, you know yourself well,
You are Irony, Ego and Stubborn.
Behind all these, I know youre the Sweet and Loveable Boy,
Like how every girl wants her boyfriend to be.
Well, I have to read and understand you.
And Im definitely going to work out on this,
On us, I mean.
Just be prepared ok,
I love you :)

So its finally a short break, before next Monday's paper.
Going to have another study date with Feeeeeeeenah.
My Sayang tau.
LOL.
Ok, so Im going to take just a little break and get back to my books.

Bye people :)
I Love BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !

WAHHHHHH !

2009-10-27T20:29:00.004+08:00

Dia sudah 16 sei, LOL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY !
I Love you manymany kkies :)

Wooops !

2009-10-27T19:41:00.005+08:00

I was changing my blogskin yesterday.
Yeah, for the THIRD time this week.
And while I was doing that, I private-d my blog for awhile.
And forgot to unprivate it.
Haha, Sorry Readers.
Never meant to keep it secret. :)

I was browsing through the net and realise it is indeed a small world.
Haha.
Random shit, I know.

I suddenly miss Floorball like hell.
It was suspended since the Ramadhan Month.
*thinking back* Suspended eh ?
Yeah, eversince my English papers are like done and over with,
My English has become @#$%^&* [no words can describe]
LOL.
Another Random shit -.-"

Actually Im stressed !
Eh NO, Im stress !
LOL. Stress can still LOL.
Yeah, Too stress that it has affected my brain.
I guess.
Completed my first round of HELL-Maths.
Another one coming tomorrow.
Actually, some were easy.
But some questions are just such a Bitch !
Arghhh !
Damn !

As days passed me like a breeze.
I missed you more and more.
Cheydebah !
Another favourite word I like to use.
LOL.

So yeah, been adicted to A7X song Afterlife.
I just like The Rev play his Drums.
Its like oh so cool.
Andand, Syn !! He's hot aint he ?

Ok, All thanks to MonMon and his friends.
Since they brought me to the gig, Haha, so here I am.

Okok, Bye.

Oh, I Love Mr Irony Boy :)

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT :)

@#$%^&*@#$%^

2009-10-26T22:40:00.007+08:00

Yeah, that's the state Im in.
Im like in a #$%^&[speechless] state.
I dont even know where I am.
Quit thinking.
So yeah, I changed my blogskin again,
Its the third this week.
Sorry if it was in the private state.
Ok, its back !
[Im talking crap ok]
My prepaid is low.
Beloved ones, sorry for not replying.
I feel like slapping myself hard.
Like Real hard.
Do it for me can ?
I still can't believe that O'levels has arrived at my doorsteps.
And Im still in my Lalaland.
English paper was ok lah.
Haiya.
Must have confidence.
I know.
Now Im chatting with someone.
He volunteered to help me with veryveryvery last minute revision.
Hope it will help :)

Goodnights.

Im still thinking of you, Irony Boy.

Let It Out

2009-10-25T21:33:00.007+08:00

So here I am.
Still on my lappy and blogging.
Tomorrow is my BIG DAY.
O LEVELS !
Urghh !
Im trying to put this thought away.
But can I ?
Im afraid its going to affect me tomorrow.
I believe everything happens for a reason.
But Im just so curious to know what that reason is.
Come on Akidah, you are strong !
Yes I AM !
But youre talking about my weakest point in life.
LOVE.
Urghh!
I hate this.
I need my 'tediboar' now.

Baby, why must we be like this ?
Get back to you after our O's.
Do your best ok.

To everyone, you too do your best for the O's ok :)

Disappointed ? Yeah !

2009-10-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

Im Happy
Im Crazy
I saw Lesbians kissing
I saw Gays hugging
Im Sad
Im Angry
And at the end of the day,
Im DISAPPOINTED !
I had fun but went home with tears.
I hate this.

BYE !

KidFee

2009-10-22T23:39:00.004+08:00

Try skating with these, its super cool, ive tried, no doubt :)

Eeeeeeeeeee, muke last warning !

So another day spent with Finah.

Tomorrow meeting her again.

Study date at RP.

If theres anything, find me there.

Its like my second school already sia.

Haha.

Then blahblah, went pondok zam.

Tried skating with my gladiator.

My mum's I mean.

Its super cool.

No doubt :)

Science Practical was ok.

Kinda screwed up for Chemistry.

It sucks.

I dont understand.

Ahh damn !

Pathetic !

Physics was better, although I was expecting Light to come out.

But all to all, I still did my best and thats what Im proud of.

Now, everytime when I feel down, I will always remember what Finah will say.

"Mesti ada Yakin" :)

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT never reply me just now :(

*Sobs*

Haish, must have been busy I guess.

K goodnights.

Tomorrow got date :)

I want to dream about Gotham City, cause baby will be saving the people there tonight. :)

Big day Tomorrow

2009-10-21T22:31:00.005+08:00

Woke up early in the morning.
Went to school.
Blahblah.
Then went Banquet with my class girls.
They actually have to go all the way from sembawang to woodlands just to eat.
-.-"
Suffered[still suffering] mensuration cramps.
Damn ! Hurt like hell, reached home, lie down and just couldnt get off the bed.
Then suddenly remembered I need the notes for tomorrow's Science Practical.
Notes with BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !
Msged him like !#$^&*#$%^ but still didnt want to wake up.
Called him dont know how many times also still didnt want to wake up from his 'hybernation'.[this was still in school]
Then suddenly.....he called back.[at banquet]
Ahhhhh, at last ! Haha.
Then went his house and take notes.
With the pathetic cramps. Mannnnnnnn !
And to top it all, I was VERY tired.
So guess what I did at BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT's house?
I sleep. -.-'. Ohoh, slept I meant.
I was sitting at the sofa then found myself fast asleep on the sofa.
You could guess how tired I was or rather, am tired.
WAIT !
We did nothing k.
Ok move on.
Oh yeah so I went there just to take my notes and SLEEP at his house.
How pathetic !
I slept like a pig. You could say that again.
I just hope I didnt snore.
If I did, it would have been embarassing.
Then went pondok zam.
Then the cramps came again.
Ahh, shitty !
Went home and here I am.
I want go sleep already.

So to BAAAAAAAAAAAAAT, Babes, Dudes, Friends and ALL students taking Olevels Practical tomorrow, GOODLUCK ok !
Nights chiqkas.

I need my goodluck dream. Baby, I'll dream of you ok :)

The day that killed my Boredom

2009-10-20T23:11:00.005+08:00

My boredom was totally killed today.
Met Finah :)
That sweet loves.
Had a study date with her just now at Fajar MacD.
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSST !
I swear it was covered with our longlong stories rather than studying.
Then we walked past Pondok Zam.
Just for fun. We had nowhere to go.
Then I felt uncomfortable. So does Finah.
I know why, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT wasnt there and so is Raden.
So we just walked past and say hi and exchange greetings and walk off.
Went Bangkit accompany her tukar baju.
Then we walked to BPP pula. Haha.
She wanted to return her library book.
Then dont know where to go again.
Study again at BPP MacD. Haha.
And again, covered with our stories. LOL.
Then......suddenly Finah ajak me go Singapore Sports School.
Watch Raden's soccer match. Hee.
And I forgot Praan and Jasper were also there playing.
But I didnt saw Praan though. Only Jasper. :)
Then blahblahblah.
And Home.
Then Finah msged me and say that Raden was Serious Shit-ting.
[Cant say here lah, personal]
Maybe meeting her tomorrow again :)
You got to be strong k baby :)
You know what I mean.
Finah say "Mesti ada yakin"
Apply that to both of us on our Love life :)
Saya harus ada yakin yang BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT sayang sama saya :)
Kamu juga ya Finah ?

Im sorry if this is Digusting

2009-10-19T21:22:00.004+08:00

Im sorry if this is Disgusting.

See at the back of my tongue ?
The weird spots ?
Spot them ?
Jyeah those.
I know its digusting.
But it is also scary.
I don't know how I obtained them.
Am I suffering of any kind of Ilness ?
Or maybe Im just so tensed and stressed thinking too much of these.

Dreams or Nightmare ?

2009-10-17T20:25:00.010+08:00

Do all dreams come true ?

I had a dream last night.
Actually, its more of a Nightmare.
So it won't come true, will it ?
I dreamnt that I found a new guy.
He was superly HOT, HANDSOME and he's a CAUCASIAN.
And I was obviously dating him.
Then I suddenly woke up.
End of dream.
It was a GOOD dream actually.
To actually dream of someone HOT and HANDSOME.
But I didnt want that dream to come true.
So it was a Nightmare to me.

I went Bp yesterday.
JUST to meet someone and study with him.
And blahblahblah.
Everything was fine then until I was about to go home.
Asking him to send me home was like asking him to take the sun and the moon for me.
I mean, im not complaining.
Looking back, on this year's Valentine's Day, when every guy sends his girlfriend's home, I was in the train ALONE going home.
I told you im not complaining neither am I raking up the past.
But, I mean, Can't I just have that one moment, JUST THAT ONE MOMENT of ROMANTIC.
No I meant ROMANTIC MOMENT.
Ahh shit, what the hell.
I mean like ahhhhhhhhhh...FUCK.
[My first vulgar on blog]

I wonder when my hand is going to recover.
I need it for examinations.
Yeahyeah, It is swollen because why ?
I was too angry yesterday that I punched everything that gets in my way.
Enough talking.

Lyza bby, Im sorry about today.
And to all my babes, I just hope everything will be back like how it used to be.
And no matter what happens or no matter how angry I am,
I am never going to hate you.
I love you BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.

Youre not my first. [That' the truth]
But you are DEFINITELY my last.
I promise.
Take Care, Nights :)

Quick One

2009-10-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

Today, didnt go to school yet again
Tomorrow going JB with Ee, Kak Ira+Her husband, Kak Sheila and I dont know who. Hahh.
Thursday is my graduation day.
Three thing.

Im happy that it is actually the last day of school.
It will also means my days to Olevels are shortening [if there is such word]
But im seriously going to miss my secondary life, really.

The fact that im definitely going to leave this school and,

New school
New life
New friends
New classmates
New me, [definitely]

Im freaking out.

That's it, I want to blog but a cockroach suddenly appeared,
Im out of here.

Oh oh, and I love BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !
Ok Bye, nights :}

We Taking Over

2009-10-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

"Daad" means Dead

"Bolog" means Blog

"Houme" means Home

"Tyhoon/Typoon" means Typhoon

Learn from us, we will guarantee you an F.

Haha.

Choices and Future

2009-10-12T00:00:00.006+08:00

I know I know.

It has become my favourite phrase.
Yeah, anw, I want to take this opportunity to congratulate Kak Ira.
Performed at her wedding yesterday.
Had fun, but my sister spoit my fun.
Nevermind, lazy to talk about it here.

Anw, Im having mixed emotions.
Or feelings, whatever you call them.
Im happy, in fact im Elated the fact that I feel much secure now when im with him.
But also, I feel like as if he's going to leave me again sooner or later.
And when I say soon, I dont mean in a weeks time or a month.
Maybe a year or two.
God knows.
Im scared, really really scared.
I feel like stopping the time.
I dont want to be left again.
Not just that, I dont want him to be far apart.
Ok seriously, when im feeling all emotionally, [see]
Im not even speaking English.
Gosh,
Actually, this is what he asked me the other day.

He was talking about which Poly I want to enter and what courses im going to take [if i pass]
And was talking about what I dont know 5 years in NS or whatever.
I wasnt really paying attention as I was too sleepy, on my journey home.
But I got the idea roughly.
And he was considering on his "life journey" I must say.
He told me once about migrating to Australia and studying there.
I dont know, but everytime he talks about that, I just feel like capping my ears.
I dont want to know, I dont want to listen.
Its like him telling me "Im leaving you soon".
And he was asking for my opinion on which to choose,
Stay in Singapore, study here for I dont know how many years and serve the NS for 5 years,
Or Migrate to Australia and study there.
I told him that he has to make the choice himself.
Its his life.
But the fact is, I feel like telling him
JUST STAY IN SINGAPORE and you know, dont go anywhere far from me.
I know I know, If I say that to him, I'll be the MOST SELFISH girl.
But I just cant bear to part with him.
Whatever it is, it is still his decision to make.
Its his future.

That's it, Happy reading, Nights.

Here's the cute boy

2009-10-09T11:18:00.005+08:00

Akidah
Bat
Cute
Danish

End

Just my say

2009-10-09T10:06:00.016+08:00

Lets talk about guys.
I know I know.
O level is like two weeks time [maybe less, I dont know], and I shouldn't be talking about this.
But this is my say, I miss being love.
Dont even talk about me loving someone, because I have loved him all this while and Im never tired of it.
Its just that I miss the feeling of being love.
I dont know how to put this, maybe I shouldn't.
Maybe it is meant to be that way.
Sayang is taking the O's too, I wonder how he is coping.
My babes and dudes all seem to be enganged in this thing called 'Study'.
While I, I dont know.
I spent my days, Almost everyday, Dancing.
Its not a problem, really.
Its something call PASSION.
Jyeah, Its my PASSION.
And no one can Ever ever stop me.
Berani kau stop aku, cuba lah ok.
If I were still with him, [we are still together lah]
Yesterday would be our 10 months together.
He dont know, He doesnt remember.
He dont even remember my birthday.
Shit !
Guys, you still there? I feel like Im talking to myself.
Ok back.
Jyeah, so where was I, oh, Im not complaining,
I just want his love ok.
Like all couples do.
Sebenarnya, aku jealous tengok kawankawan aku.
Everyday I go for practice with Ee, She's always with Neo.
Physically or Not, I can feel he is always there for her.
Envy kau lah Ee.
I ask nothing much, I just want to be appreciated and loved.
And I can only accept one guy, Md Iskandar :)
Ok ok, tak mahu bilang nama penuh.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT !
Ee will always say that to me.
Haha.
Jyeah, Aku Sayang BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT sahaja ok.

Im not in school today and yesterday,
Apa nak jadi dengan aku ni.
K whatever,
Dance practice with Ee later at RP.
Tomorrow Kak Ira's Wedding, can't screw up dohhh !
And I just realise its a long post.
Happy reading readers :}

Raya Week

2009-10-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

Just ignore the picture quality.

Car-Key Gay-Rake Poo-Nya, feat 517

2009-09-30T10:24:00.008+08:00

Saaayaang dieeeeeeeeee ! BAAAAAAAT !

Eh, he's phillipines dohh !

Romeooooo take me....

Yan, Tall, Dark, Handsome :}

Haziq The Funny Guy

BoJack say Im deaf :{

Pardon the Blurness, Azri :}

I dont know her name, but she preeeeeety oi !

Mok cute kan ? :}

Pen-dek ! hahahaha.

Hakeem, listen to his voice ok

Here's the preeeeety lady, FINAH !

Sumpah muke die mcm seseorang tapi dia Faizul

Lulu say "sweet sei krg" I say,

"Not as sweet as me and (you know who)"

If you happen to see him outside, just pull his hair ! hahaha, Spaaarowww!

Sayang Nini Nabeyh ! Die aku punya ok.

Step sweet dohh aku :P

Sape ni photographer, adoi, Ini Wani dohh !

Kalau boleh semue gambar die nk masok.

Tak kenal die sangatt ah, sorry :}

Im not ready lerr.

And I thought I was the busybody one, haha

Mr Rappppppper ! hehe

Ladiiiiiiiies, Oh no, Wani tak de :{

And here's the guys.

Nini Monster dohh, sayang die tau.

Babes ku.

"Kite jadi couple of the day lah ok ?" HAHAHAH !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA FROM US TO YOU !

Its A Natural Thing To Do

2009-09-28T08:13:00.002+08:00

No more Mr. Nice guy.

I guess he is angry, but the question is,
Is he angry with me ?
I hope not.
I know,
To type all those words,
To send it to you and not considering your feelings.
Ive always regarded you as a Good Friend.
Im sorry if you got the wrong Idea.
Maybe it was me who got the wrong idea.
But the confession, Yes, The confession !
It became a barrier between us.
Im happy as it is with someone else in my mind.
But to know that you may not forgive me,
Would NOT put me at an ease mind.
Ive said what I wanted to say.
Im in no power to make you forgive me.

But this, Im proud, to tell everyone, that the confession I made,
I would not regret it.

You are still my good friend, No doubt :}

The Busy Bee

2009-09-25T10:29:00.003+08:00

Heres what Ive been up to,

25/09/09(friday)- Out with Oddesy 2007, My Camp Voyagers.

26/09/09(saturday)- Open House[daddy's friends] + Meeting Kak Ira.

27/09/09(sunday)- Out with Family.

28/09/09(monday)- Out with 517 Hotties, My ALL time Loves <3

29/09/09(tuesday)- Meeting my ALL time girlfriends Aneesa and Shima :}

30/09/09(wednesday)- Out with Class Girlfriends, The Kiasu[s].

01/10/09(thursday)- Out with Jieminites, I miss those Freaks.

02/10/09(friday)- Physics class + Meeting Kak Ira.

03/10/09(saturday)- Out with Merak Kayangans, The elegant but tough girls.

Thats it, Im ALL busy the whole week.

No time for jerks.

Bye !

Urghhh !

2009-09-22T12:14:00.004+08:00

So many things happened before and after hari raya.
Well, the MOST scary was the one BEFORE hari raya.
To put it simply, My dear dear lil bro stubbornly put his little, cute, tiny fingers in the HUGE fan, well, not that huge lah but its HUGE for his tiny fingers,
And yes ofcourse, his fingers is cut.
So friends, if you come my house for hari raya, please refrain from holding his left hand.

and SELAMAT HARI RAYA people.

Cool or What ?

2009-09-17T21:45:00.005+08:00

Guess What Guess What ?
GUESS lah.
GUESSSSSSS !
Pfft~
I dont want to tell you, must guess it for yourself,

.................................

hmmm

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im waiting

................

pfft~

...........

done?

........

ok hurry

......

and

....

...

*Tet*
Ok, Il tell you !
T'Que called me just now,
Like Whoah whoah whoah !
I missed her like Whoah whoah whoah !
Haha, here's a short conversation of ours.

T: Hey Kid Deluna !

Me: T'QUE !!!! Andand Im known as Kiddy Sheckler now jyeah.

T: Haha, Im calling you "Kid Deluna" spelt as "K-I-D-D-Y-L-U-N-A"

Me: Haha, Cool or what ? How come I didnt think of that ?

T: Thats why you are younger than me.
Me: Only a year ok -.-", but I still want the Sheckler ! You know I cant leave that name behind.

T: HAHA, LOL, you with your Sheckler, Ok "Kiddyluna Sheckler"

And hence, the New name by my beloved friend.
Erin MarT'Que
Call me again when youere free aye.
And I wish I could go there :{

They saw it

2009-09-16T23:28:00.005+08:00

Im never going to do that again !

NEVER EVER.

Ee knows what I mean.

ITS DAMN FUNNY.

But it gave me red cheek.

Anyway, Il give it a thought on using Onsugar.

Been thinking actually.

~~Find~~ me there k.

Guess Whos Back

2009-09-16T15:55:00.005+08:00

Im back people, been busy and STILL busy.

Pfft~

Busy with;,

-School

-Studies

-Revision ( Its different you know)

-Dance Practice ( Must have everyday)

-Meeting Kak Ira every week till her Wedding is over (Important job)

-Tidying up the house for Hari Raya ( Everyone is already resting, Im still up to it)

Just a quick one.

This morning I just confessed to somebody.

I dont know if he is angry or what.

And I hope it's [what]

Im really sorry.

But I have to make things clear to you.

I dont want another mistake to haunt me.

But this is for sure, that the decision I made, the confession, infact EVERYTHING !

I will not regret it.

What you did just make me realise I still love my ex [pic in previous post] all this while for 9 months.

But I hope we can still be good friends.

We always are, aren't we? :}

So Im going to be busy again, till then (if i have the time to even switch on the laptop) I will post again.

Bye Chiqkas, miss me aye :}

Its been 9 months

2009-09-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

BABY, without fail, you ALWAYS give me troubles.

But I still Love you.

Jeng Jeng Jeng !

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...................................................Introducing............................................

Muhammad Adil !

[taken when he was 3 months old]

Boy youre big now, and you always cry and cry and cry.

Haha, well you ARE a Baby.

LoveLoveLoveLove

2009-09-11T00:16:00.004+08:00

No doubt that I still do really Love you.

I remember this day, THE BEST DAY EVER, No Doubt.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek, found this while organizing my pictures. It was taken outside my Cousin's House, Day before her engagement. See this 3 ? I love all of them kkies,

Girls

2009-09-08T18:13:00.001+08:00

Out with BLING DESIREZ CREW.
Sayang mereka.

Its JB for short, not Johor Bahru -.-"

2009-09-05T00:27:00.003+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER

I Love Him Can ?
First, He's A Skater,
Second, He's A Singer,
Third, He's Cute,
Forth, He's Hot,
Fifth, He has a Girl's Voice,
Sixth, Despite the Girl's voice, it is still Melodious.
But sadly...
He's ONLY 15 this year :{

Another Day

2009-09-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Its finaly Friday and...........

Its HELLO weekends + HOLIDAY !

Haha, But its not going to be a holiday for me anyway.

But atleast Im away from school.

What a relief !

What ?

How is History's paper ?

Well erm, I came late to school just now,

NO, let me rephrase that,

I came late for my History's paper.

And I didnt even complete the paper.
Well, that's how History's paper is.

How pathetic ?

VERY !

Had Graduation Photo Taking.

It wasnt as fun as last year's.

But oh well, its still my Graduation Photo.

I look sucky, I just know.

Well, 'slenge pun slenge lah'.

Tomorrow meeting Kak Ira.

I dont know why but Im very excited.

Haha, ok lame.

"Lobe sia you"

Saying that will make me remember Us,

Hmm.

I dont want to talk about it here.

Bye !

Just Some Thoughts

2009-09-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to Knock You Down and Energy.

Give me a gun, I might as well shoot myself dead.
I trashed and will trash my prelims.
I didnt even complete half of Social Studies paper.
I didnt even read Passage B for English.
I left so many Questions for Maths blank.
And tomorrow is History.
[SHOOT ME !]
Tell me what's troubling me ?

"I want to be with you but I want us to be friends."
"Huh ? How is that possible?"
"I dont know [troubled]"
Tell me, what does this really mean ?
I couldnt get it out of my mind since he said that to me.
Which was Three months ago.

"Kid, so how? This Sat k?"
"Ok Kak Ira."
Dance never stop, for me.
Like really, it never does.
Ive step down from School's malay dance in July.
Ive just done performing for Teachers' Day.
And now, Im still practising for Kak Ira's Wedding Performance.
I cant screw up on this.
It's Someone's Wedding.
!@#$%^&*!
Dance Dance Dance !

Classmates are very serious and they are counting down the number of days to O level.
They are putting endless efforts, while I, am not even putting on a single effort.
Just tell me, what am I doing here ?
Wasting ONE YEAR of my life, just so I could make my parents proud.
But I dont see myself putting effort.
My dear parents, you are going to be disappointed.
Im sorry.

I just need you ok,

AKIDAH's MEMORY

2009-09-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

Year: 2008

Year: 2009

Year: 2006

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2009

Year: 2007

Year: 2007

Year: 2007

Year: 2007

Year: 2009

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2008

Year: 2009

Year: 2009

Hey Hey Hey, Goodbye !

2009-09-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day :}

Its Hello September and Goodbye August !
Time flies real fast sia !
So Hello September will also mean,
Hello [Books]
Hello [Revision]
Hello [Prelim Examinations]
Hello [Stress]
Hello [Hello-.-"]
oh. and
Hello [Hari Raya]
Hello [Dance Practice]
Hello [Performance for Kak Ira's Wedding]
Hello [GCE O levels Examinations]

Goodbye [FUN]

And [WHAT] I Miss:
Falling in Love, Getting Warm Hugs and Getting Sweet Kisses From [You].
Floorball, Skate :{
[WHO] I Miss:
My Baby Girls;
NiniM, NiniN, LyzaWayne, BellaFeat
Together with Bdk 517
And [YOU].

They are not perfect but they are my kaki gerek.
{never fail to put smiles on my face}

And and, VIDEO TOO BIG. it needs atleast 17 hours to upload it.
Peh lamer -.-'

EXTRANCE

2009-08-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

Pasal Akidah, Semue pakai Skate Shirt !
And pakai shoelace kat tangan.
Nak jiwe kate kan -.-'

Guess what I bought with that money ? Drink ! no link !

Uh, shit, we missed Andrea !

Eh, same sei ! Lame -.-"

Mdm Faridah, I LOVE HER THE MOST !

Eeeee, Akidah tak puase ! Eh, ade reason ok !

WTH !

Spot me ? Im holding on to a mic, singing. And you must be wondering why it rained just now.

Happy Teachers' Day !

[Il upload video Tomorrow]

Ps: Credits of ALL pictures goes to Kyyraa :}

I evolve around them

2009-08-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

"Eh, tu Toilet pompan nye sign kan Kak, asal ade kat skateboard ni?"
Haha.
Cute or What ?!
[CUTE]
Guess who said that.
The cutest boy ever !
Danny :}
He is only 4 years old ok.
Hee.

That's it !
The rest of my pictures with Lulu have to edit because TOO [not allowed to see] this Fasting Month. :}
Next time ok.
When Ive done editing it.
Anyway, There's more in Lulu's Hp but it is all GONE ! ALL !
ARGHHH !
And she blamed me for losing ALL the Pictures :{

Ouh ouh, Tomorrow EXTRANCE will be performing !
Well, peepz outside sorry you wont be able to watch.
But people in Sembawang Sec !
Cheer for us ok :}
Loves^^

Taken on 080809 :}

2009-08-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

Sheckler Square

Them lahs

Babes

Haha, we cute kan, I know

Loves^^

Coaches

Eenaaaaaaaaaa !

Shaaaaaaaaake !

The irritatings

Nuriiiiiiiiin !

Same hair same hair same hair, ok shuttup Kiddy !

Only You

2009-08-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

Here's why Im here,
Breathing every single second just so I could see you.
Singapore is so small, but yet it is just so hard to accidentally bump into you on the streets one day.
I hope that I could see and touch you, feel you and eventually hug you.
But we know its impossible now.
Im tired of just looking at my hp, waiting for the screen saver to pop out and see you.
But as much as Im tired, every time I see you, even though it is just a picture, I would smile and drops of tears will follow.
The reason why Im still surviving is because its the PROMISE we made.
I promised I will give you some time and I'll try to be very patient and understanding.
And you, Promised that we will hang in there, fighting this enemy of ours.
I dont know how much longer this is going to take.
But I'll wait,
Lets make another promise will we ?
Lets promise that NO ONE will ever back out in this battle field.
[pinkie finger]

We are both taking O levels,
And here's what's going to happen,
We'll study first ok ?
Less than TWO months only.

We will resume this after the O's :}
IMYN !

Its going to be preety long and boring but thank you for reading

2009-08-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

I tried so hard but I guess I failed again.
Im refraining myself from posting 'Love post', but I guess I just can't resist it.
This is the part where im very weak at.
No matter how I tell people I hate him, I still love him and you know it.
Him ?
Who ?
Jyeah, Him.
Whoelese.
HIM !
Alarrr, just him.
In anyway and by right I should be doing my revision for O levels,
And guess what, Olevels is just 63 days away and I have not start a single revision, not concentrating in class.
Having sleepless nights and (i didnt sleep in class) but jyeah, I cant focus.
And thinking of things that I shouldn't be thinking NOW !
Also, plus my dance practice for teachers day, (oh, im singing tomorrow) so wish me luck chiqkas :}
And my dance for Kak Ira's wedding.
Next week is my prelims, this Thursday is my English Olevel oral and I can still dance here and there.
I still have floorball and THANK GOD, due to the fasting month and Hari Raya, it will only resume AFTER Hari Raya.
As for skating ?
Well my deck broke and im still saving money to buy a new deck but that can wait, for now im just using my friend's deck :}

So jyeah, I have so many important things that I should be thinking right now, but I just Can't !
Everynight before I sleep, he will appear.
People say 'love at first sight' is bullshit.
But I dont believe them.
Because Ive experienced it before and Im experiencing it again.
I love him, but I dont know if i should tell him.
I think he knows, but that was when we use to have a 'secret date' thingy, whatever you call it lah.
But it was long over, but my feelings for him has never stopped.
I hope he knows this.
I really dont know what else to say, I just want him to know that I still do care a whole load for him, But
If I do, then he have to make a choice.
He knows what I mean.

'Him', I hope you know who you are.
You know this 'problem' which may take forever to settle, (but you really gotta make the choice)
I just want you to know that my feelings for you have never change.
I may like someone else and I dont deny that, But I dont know why I just cant get you out of this head/mind of mine.
I did, and Ive ever tried stop thinking of you and just push you away but your image just keep coming back.
You may not have make any great impact in my life.
And though we've known each other for more than a year now, but we only met a couple of times.
But THAT couple of times mean a lot to me.
I just hope we could hang in there and fight this weakness of ours.
And i miss you like hell !

For now, I need my peers support !
I need to get my thinkng back to my books !
I need to start my revision like NOW !
I should be panicking but its weird that im not, Really !
Im just a weirdo.

These are my Boyfriends

2009-08-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

The master of POUT !

The guy who carried me down a ramp and up again and to the MRT in the middle of the night :}

First shot ! He didnt like it. so...

Second shot, preety satisfied I guess. Haha, He is the most 'Kecoh-est' of all !

He teaches me some stupid game when I taunt with them, and I did it to my friends, thanks dude :}

Tall dark and handsome ! What else ? Haha. Dont deny ! LOL,

Haha ! I still smiled :}

Ok lah, the "hotstuff" guy ! Haha, BOTT seboooookkkk !

The most irritating one Im telling you. Oh and look at my watch, then look down !

Same watch right ! Peace out dawgs ! We do it our way ! Jyeah ! BESTEST of all !

Jason ZAM ! HAHA, Dont wear haversack bag and walk in front of him, trust me, he will keep on pulling it.

Konon tu lampu kat specs dia macam cool ah, Haha. -.-"

The first time he was willing to take a proper picture WITH ME !, Pfft ~

I think this is lame but

2009-08-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder,
Why spammers spam ?
Haha, Thats a stupid Question Kiddy.
Pfft~
Lets just say,
First, They are either blind or 'less fortunate', [cant read]
because I did say, they want to spam ? Go ahead, provided they spam with their REAL name.
But they seem not to understand this.
Why ?
Lets just say, they are spammers.
Haha, and that will lead me to;
Second, Spammers always spam in MALAY.
It irritates me.
MALAY MALAY MALAY !
Why ?
Because they want to act like MINAH.
Third, Spammers are childish human beings.
They dare say it in the cyber world, giving LAME names and boost their EGO !
Forth, They would normally only spam you when thy are JEALOUS !
Belive me ! and ,
Fifth, I dont care, they can say all they want.
Then SO ?
Is it going to affect my life ?
Haha, Hell No !
SO to ALL spammers, you can give all shits here, but lets just say, I DONT CARE ! :}

To a Particular Spammer [passerby]:
Lets just say I know who you are.
We've been together for quite long and dont think im as stupid as you not to know how you type and how you talk.
And oh come on !
Face it !
WE ARE SO OVER OK !
you ARE jealous !
Face REALITY !
SO what if I dont have friends ?
Is it going to kill you ?
Tell me if it does ok.
Dont think youre the ONLY friend I have in this world.
Please, get a life !
I already have a NEW life !
ANd my story has NO you in it.
Thanks for caring but I dont need it.
BYE ! :}

Finally, Enjoy

2009-08-20T22:47:00.001+08:00

Will upload more tomorrow !

I dont want to but I have to

2009-08-18T21:22:00.001+08:00

Haha, Yes, Im the Skater BITCH !
Got a problem ?
It is a trend now and Im so called whom you called a Poser,
Lol, so I skate, No, I mean, WE skate.
So back off Jyeah, To whoever you are. :}

Runaway Love.

2009-08-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

I still love him can ?

Md Iskandar Bin ______________.
A.K.A, BATMAN :}
Since 081208

ISADORA...

2009-08-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

Haha, I was chatting with this guy in MSN.
He's known as Din in MSN.
We've chatted before.
And he remebered my old Nick.
Kid Deluna.
Its correct !
Its TRUE !
But when he asked me...
Your real name, ISADORA eh ?
Peh-piaow !
'Apasal boleh jadi Isadora dok ?'
And he said I lied to him in the past when I told him my name is AKIDAH !
pfft ~
And so I gave him all my possible names that I would probably tell others,
Nurakidah/Akidah/Kid Deluna/Kiddy Sheckler.
And guess what ?
Not even a single name that has Isa or Dora or Isadora !
Nope !
Not at all !
Hahhaa, but its Funny ! :}

Edited in school

Pictures will depict

2009-08-11T19:25:00.001+08:00

FUUUUUUHHHH !

2009-08-10T22:25:00.005+08:00

I SWEAR THIS WAS THE BEST WEEKEND EVER !

Before I go to the fun part, let me apologise to my close friends first.
Im sorry Eisha and Cha.
Some problems and I need to solve it.
I would make up to you guys one day, I promise :}

Ok, so SATURDAY, as mentioned in the earlier post, I went Sentosa with Floorball Mates,
FUUUNNN LAHHHH SIIIIAAAA !

SUNDAY, went ECP with Family and Cousins.
After that me and LULU went Funan, meet with the rest, JLP,517 peepz then go PADANG watch Fireworks !
Whooo !!
After that went Fort Canning till midnight !
Haha, what were we doing youre asking ?
Well actually they were drinking excluding me and LULU and then we....
CAM-WHORED !
Wheeee~
Haha, my camera is full with their Pictures.
At first only.
Then I took pictures with ALL of them excluding Romeo, Spyder and Nget's Cousie.
Haha, I like the picture taken with Bat, An, Yan, Evan and Bir the most !
Because I look preety in the pictures lah !
Haha, What else !
LOL !
Something actually happened at Padang, But I'll skip the sad part.
Yes, I cried, i dont want to talk about it.
:P
So the best was at Fort Canning.
Took pictures with all the Hotstuffs, Haha.

Will upload ALL the Pictures taken from;
-Sentosa
-Vivo
-ECP
-Padang
-Fort Canning
-Bustop

Haha, thats loads of pictures.
Have yet to buy the card reader lahs,
Once Ive bought it, I'll upload it.
And to my dear Said, haha,
Dont worry, I will upload it in Facebook and Tag you.
LOL.

And I FREAKING LOVE MY WEEKEND and my Floorball Mates and my JLP,517 peepz :}

Tags replied

2009-08-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

Mahihi : If I were to reply you back on the same day, I would probably vulgar you. Wait, I no longer vulgar people, so jyeah, I wont vulgar you but I'll be very angry and mad and you know what Im driving at. But Its already over. And I dont want to talk about it.

Epul.E : Haha, There you go, a heart after your name :} and the pictures are with Kyyraa, Wait for her to give me then I'll give you :} Ok [sayang], :}

Diny : Relinked you baybeh :} Loves^^

Pau-Y : Haha, I know who you are ler, LOL, Ive linked you dude :}

Regarding our monday meeting.

2009-08-08T22:52:00.001+08:00

"So Monday jadi kan baby ?"
"Jadi lah baby"

Haha,
How cute do you want us to be ?
No, how cute do you want her to be ?
No, I mean, she and Chacky.
Haha, both of them thought I mad at them and that I hate them.
Haha, No Im not mad at you guys and I dont hate you guys, :}
LOL,
They are cute.
My floorball mates :}
I love ALL my floorball mates.
Sentosa outing just now was awesome guys.
We'll have more outings ok,
And anyway, people favourite thing to do on a beach is the Sun-T.
Jyeah !
Sun-Tanned, but Im,
Sun-Toasted ! Hahahahah,
FLOORBALL !

Its too late for apologies.

2009-08-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO BE ANGRY CAN ?
IM VERY VERY ANGRY NOW.
WHY MUST THEY TREAT ME THIS WAY ?
IM SO PISSED OFF !
THEY REALLY HURT ME !
URGHHH !
FORGET IT, ITS OVER !

As we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together.

2009-08-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

If theres one thing you'd do for a friend, what will it be ?
I took a rap for a friend today.
Was vulgarised by a friend.
'RABAK'
Oh, forget it lah, Im very hurt and disappointed to blog it here.
Why Im crying over this small issue ?
I dont know.
But I think its because I just realise I dont need to sacrifise anything for a friend.
Because you wont know if they appreciate what you did for them.
And also, they will doubt you and wont even let you apologise to you, when in the first place, its NOT even your fault. And to top it all, they will vulgarise you and tell the whole world how bad you are.
They even ask you to go and die.
Thanks, I will.

No, I dont hate them.
Im still a happy girl no matter what.
Dont worry lah.
I need my Kumar Drag comedy video.
Its the only thing that can make me roll on the floor like a dog.
Because its damn funny.

Im having a massive splitting headache now.
I feel I could faint anytime.
And tomorrow, Im having a sports carnival.
Im participating, DURH !
I want floorball, but FULL !
So Im palying Netball. :}

I need my sleep.
Wont let this 'thing' affect my life.
Anyway, went to Ee house just now and I fell asleep.
Haha, I slept while she blog.
'Bukan nak kejot tau ni anak'
Haha, and then we had a short practice before I head home.
ASMARADANA ! :}

BURSTDAY again

2009-08-05T17:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR. GAYBOY !

haaha, nolah, he is NOT a gay ok.

Just this pic like gay like that.

Hee.

Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday aye :}

Next year we celebrate our birthdays together ok since ours is just two days away :}

Nenek jual keropok

2009-08-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

It all started when my mum received an Sms from my Aunt.
Very supersticious huh, haha.
But Funny too.
And from nenek jual keropok, it somehow spread to apek and some ice cream kids and shits.
Haha, ITS THE;
NENEK JUAL KEROPOK AND HER FRIENDS SEASON,
So guys, beware :}

oh and yeay, blogger ok :}

TediBoar

2009-08-04T22:14:00.003+08:00

I want to thank EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEINGS WHO WISHED ME YESTERDAY, and yes, including you Jonathan :}
You wished me late, but hey, atleast you still remembered.
And that's the sweetest thing :}
Kyyraa and Mahihi, I slept with Piglet yesterday and it was good !
But ofcourse, I would NEVER abandon my TediBoar.
Hee, Ive loved my tediboar and still love ok.
We've been together for almost 10 years.
No one knows about our relationship.
It has been going on all this years in silent.
When ever I have problems, He is the only one I can talk to.
No one can ever replace him.
No matter what and who I sleep with, he'll still be the one that I'll hug EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Cause without him, I can never sleep.
WAIT !
Why am I talking about my dear bolster ?
Hee.
'Bocor rahsia ku'

Anyway, I forgot what I want to say.
Oh, was mad at Zharif this morning.
About camera, nevermind lah.
PE today was boring and during English class, I ate this sour skittle sweets and
God knows what I was thinking then, I just took the sour thingy and put it in my mouth.
It WAS SO SOUR that I could feel the pain in my teeth.
Haha, Jian Rong looked at me and looked so shocked and yeah, laughed at me.
Haha.

Ouh, and Kyyraa, JYEAH ! B.I
But I dont know lah.
Im confused with myself.
I just hope B.I still feels the same wayy about me :{

Thats all.
Till here, NIGHTS :}

Im still a Happy girl no matter what

2009-08-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

Oh, FINALLY !
The blogger is fine, it must have been a birthday present for me.
Haha, thanks bloger :}
Appreciate it loads.
I can finally make and change the words BOLD or Italic or RED, YELLOW, BLUE, ok you got my point :}

Yes yes yes, its my BURSTDAY today, thanks ALL who have wished me.
Be it in Tagged, MSN, SMS, Calls, or in School.
Haha, to Remy Nemanja Sheckler "NOT",
Im Kiddy Sheckler everyday lah, Not only today :}
To Mahihi and Kyyraa, Thanks for the cute Piglet Bolster.
Its the cutest thing everr.
Luluspade; thanks for the Chocolate Toblerone and the Book.
Love it ^^
And Edmund, haha, you broke my nail polish last week and you really bought a new one just to replace the broken ones.
Nevermind, I'll take it as a birthday present ok. :}
Haha, I was wrong this year.
I under estimated this birthday thingy.
I didnt really had a party or what so ever, and i didnt wish for that.
I only wished for a change and , here I have, A different Birthday this year.
No more Insulting msges from an uncertain someone and no more heart breaking.
I just have swollen eyes lah, but hey, its nothing :}
Theres some pictures lah, but my camera is charging and resting at Zharif Mullen's house.
LoL.
Hahha.

Anyway, Im chatting with Shake and he asked me to watch some video.
And guess whose video ?
Terrence and Munir.
HAHAHAH, FUNNY SIA !
I want to post here, but its thier video so I might need their approval first.
Haha, after that I saw this particular video about Swine Flu.
And I shared it with Shake.
He Shared with me this video of Kumar too.
HAHA, the funny guy/gal.
hahahah.
You know who I mean. :}
Andand, I was chatting with Andrew too, he sounded upset though, found out that Ive patched things up with my ex, which was obviously a LIE !
Sorry Andrew, we can only be friends.

And tomorrow, Im meeting 'Him'.
Its been a long time since I last mention him here in my blog. LOL

So jyeah, I had fun today, and NIGHTS EVERYONE !
To all who have the same birthday as me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIIIIINIIIIEEESSS !

Im happy, You happy, EVERYBODY happy :}

2009-08-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

I want to blog, but Im very lazy to type.
Nevermind, here goes..

From yesterday's day.
Didnt went for floorball.
Had to work.
Like they say,
'Makan gaji'.
Haha, I swear it didnt even felt like work.
It felt more like voluntary work.
And it obviously is a BIG difference.
Though both require us to work.
Haha,K so my job was to usher.
Actually, station IC.
Cause they have this National Infocomm Competition (N.I.C)
And they were suppose to play this "Amazing Race" game in Science Centre.
As I was holding on to a walkie talkie, so many people thought I was working there.
Its the most irritating thing, but hey, it also is a good thing.
Asking me for directions around the Science Centre.
Lucky some I know.
Haha.
Oh, and I found Something Interesting. :}:}
Workmates know ! Shhh.. Secret :}
Haha, Made new friends while working.
Halim.
And no matter what, Im still the only girl -.-'
And when eating, GUYS COVERSATION !, k whatever.

After work, went to meet Bat.
He is also from work, but he ended later so went to pick him up at Farrer Park.
It took me awhile to actually asked him why he was carrying a Deck to work.
And guess what his ansewr was, "Im very lazy to walk from the MRT to my work place ah"
Haha,
'PEMALAS !'
So after that, we went to met his friends, at Vivo.
Warm welcome eh guys.
Haha, they were 'warm welcoming' us when we reached there.
Haha.
I had fun yesterday, both at work and at Vivo.
So guess what, Bat was holding on to his deck right, they all 'kecoh' lah, skate at there.
Making a complete nuisance of themselves.
Haha, if the security sees them, Die liao !
Haha, but nothiing lah.
And Im impressed with Zam, he can do alot of the Tricks but he is NOT a skater.
or is he ?
I dont know lah.
And Bir [bay], I fought with him over the deck.
Haha, He wanted to try doing "ollie",
but he just couldnt.
Haha, and I fought with him over the deck.
Very Funny :}

Oh before I met Bat, on my way to Farrer Park in the train towards Outram,
Theres this guy beside me.
HAHAHA, Like those typical Matrep trying to get skanky.
Haha, I was on the phone with D'Que and I was holding on to my 'polo' sweet.
Then he say he wanted the sweet.
Well, he wasnt expecting me to really hear him and give him the sweet.
But I turned to him, gave him a smile and offered him my sweets.
HAHA, very funy.
And all his friends was like 'eh, kau kenal die?'
Haha, No ofcourse, and from there he was asking me alot of Questions.
I dont know if he knew Im Malay, because I was speaking Fluent English with D'Que.
'Biase lah, Australian guy mah'
Haha, then after that, Jason was with D'Que and Jason is Chinese.
Then I was talking to Jason in Chinese.
Haha, so I think the guys beside me thinks im not a malay.
He actually spoke to me in malay when his friend also wanted a sweet.
Then my face was blur not because I dont understand, but surprised.
Haha,
And so, they were happily talking in malay about me and not knowing I could understand every single word they say.
Haha, Stuuuuupid :}

I was Blog hopping just now.
And a lot of people are hating everything.
Come on, Im happy.
You must be happy too.

Anyway to Remy, Zharif and Halim, Im really sorry guys.
I really didnt mean to delete those photos.
I ACCIDENTALY deleted it due to my eyes.
I know its just a reason but is true.
Sorry lah,
Zharif just called me Cibai.
*sobs* :{

Till here only, NIGHTS !

EXTRAS

2009-08-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

WOORRKKKK WAAAASSSSS SSSUUUPPPPEEEERRR FFFFUUUUUNNNNNNNN !!!!!!

After work met Bat :}

Update more tomorrow, tired ready, NIGHTS :}

Problems lies with Love

2009-07-31T21:38:00.001+08:00

My problems are 1 month old.
And Ive been a very very strong girl for the whole month.

Im happy for a certain someone.
Not really someone, cause its TWO people.
You guys have been together for so long and just because of 'youknowwho',
You guys nearly fell out.
Anyway, last long ok :}
Youre happy, Im happy :}
One problem gone !

Remember the day I told you Shikin talk to me during malaydance.
So called like a mini confession.
Jyeah, another problem gone !

Some more still pending...
The 'somemore', I have no faith in losing it.
So it will stick with me.
But NO !
That wont happen, I will forget about it and move on :}
No resolution nevermind.
I just dont want to carry it with me everywhere I go.
Its so heavy, andand,
Im a happy person you know. Hee :D

But as much as Im a happy person,
As much as Im a strong girl who doesnt fear anything, except for dentist,
Im still very weak whenever it comes to nothing but Love !
Love sounds so harmless, so painless, so hurtless.
It can bring a friendship down.
A bestfriend down.
It can lead you to a fantasy, and wished you'll never wake up from it.
It is so great that anyone would sacrifice anything for it.
Just anything.
Its the only thing that had made a great impact in my life.
But is Love really true ?

Im single, UNavailable and Im in love.
But I dont know who I love.
I know but the feeling is mutual.
You get my point ?
Whenever ANYONE talk about love, Il just sit at the side and think.
Thinking of what ?
I Swear I dont know.
Im not in a relationship but Im hurt.
Im hurt with the words, the promises you made way back.
Youve broken it.
Your promises and my heart.
But why ?
Why is your promises still in me ?
Why am I still hurt whenever I think of you ?
And when I refer 'you'.
I dont even know who I am referring to.

Because Ill confess now, I have Two people in my mind,
I have to choose, make a wise, a very very very wise choice.
I dont know.
But Ive loved both of you.

Now I feel like a Bitch.
You will probably say, 'Who the Fcuk does she think she is? Princess ? Can have candidate to choose from ?'
Ive been a whimp, failing to be honest with my feelings.
You can think or say whatever you like.

I dont know if I should trust Love.

Ps: Siow peh blogger !

Call me weird

2009-07-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

Yes, that so called 'special' day is coming.
It is special to everyone else.
It is the day everyone is very happy and brag about being a year older on that particular day.
Yes, BIRTHDAYS !
I like birthdays but I hate MY own birthday.
Why ?
Call it bad experience.
2006, Broke up with my ex the day after my birthday. So called birthday 'present' lah.
2007, Fell terribly ill and cant remember what happen.
2008, 'That' someone gave me a 'birthday' msg. Yeah thanks, early in the morning when people all wished me, yours was, critisizing me.
2009, what will happen ?
Now you know why I hate my bithdays ?
Because I am never happy on my birthday.
Hope for a different.
Il pray.
Im not asking for gifts.
I just hope for a change :}

Anw, tomorrow working.
Introduced the job to Kyra, Mahihi, Remy and Remy told Zharif about it.
Too bad Kyra and Mahihi wasnt able to attend the interview and therefore didnt get the job.
Yes, so tomorrow only me, Remy and Zharif.
Just now, Akhbar ask me about the work.
Haha, sorry dude, next time if have, Il ask you ok.
:}

Kkies, im very tired now.
Need the energy for tomorrow, NIGHTS CHIKQAS !

New chapter

2009-07-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

The only reason why Im here,
Holding on to life,
For you.
With you.
Youre not alone.
Dont care what people say,
What people think.
You gotta be strong.
Dont give up.
Dont give your life up.
Dont give me up.
Dont blame yourself.
It was never your fault.
Dont blame fate either.
This are challenges in life.
I'll be by your side forever to guide you through your journey.
Your journey of life.
Yes, youre mine.
Let me hold your hands.
Let me kiss your lips.
Please dont be felt left out.
Cause you still have 'Us'.
We wont give up on you.
So dont give up on yourself.
Exactly 4 months ago you bought me this Piglet balloon.
The cutest thing ever.
It was my friend's 2months anniversary but it felt like ours.
I would never ever forget that day.
Balloon deflates dont they?
It has deflated completely, but it is still by my bed side.
I just want to say;
"Boy, you have given me 'this'. Something so powerful that even though we are far apart, I could still feel you right here, right now beside me. This feeling enables me to cry even without getting hurt. I See you when I shut my eyes. For boy, youre the only one Ive always loved. And you know its true."

School Rule

2009-07-28T09:06:00.006+08:00

Title above has got nothing to do with this post.

Oh yes !

Lucky not late today.

Yesterday late and have to write summary.

Pathetic School !

I dont know if the blogger is being a Bi**h or is it my Lappy?

It doesnt seem to be a problem when I post NOW !, here in school.

K whatever.

Currently, doing my Part B coursework.

Wohoo~

Finishing !And the date line is on....3 August. Yeah, for someone who knows, what day that will be.

Special or cursed ?

So far, it has been a cursed day for me for 3 consecutive years.

Yesterday went out with Andrew and 4 of his friends.

Haha, Im like the ONLY malay and the ONLY girl !

Bahhs~

We watched The Haunting in Connecticut.

Its a horror movie right ?

But I cried.

Not because I was scared.

The story line just touched my heart.

Haha.

Oh, and did I like tell you I nearly met with an accident yesterday.

This stuuuuuuupid taxi driver just dashed infront of me just as I stepped foot on the road.

And it was RED light for the taxi !

Cursed you damn taxi !

The taxi and I are just 1 inch apart.

Mannnn !

Ok, I will post more at night if blogger is not giving me any problems.

Bye earth-lings :}

WAHLIAO !

2009-07-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

Blogger is being such a Bi**h !
Lazy to post !
Bye !

The friend survey

2009-07-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

The friend survey
Just answer this few question and post it back to me :}
Please answer it honestly.
Thank You :}

1.Your name is____________
2.What do you regard me as ?(elaborate, eg.bestfriends, closefriends etc.)
3.Three things that you want to do with me/ to me.
4.If youre allowed to call me ANYTHING, what will my name be ?
5.What is your First impression of me ?
6.When you First saw me, be it in picture or in real, what attracts you the most ? (eg. hair, lips etc.)
7.What do you think of me ?
8.Am I irritating ?
9.Do I have attitude problems ?
10.{you are allowed to say/confess anything that you want to say about me}

Thank you for doing this suvey.
I will be a better friend in future.

Friends to do:
ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LINK LIST

New hair cut, and it sucks

2009-07-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Here are some pictures of my new hair cut.

Lets just stick to seeing the front view and not the back.

Cause, jyeah !

The back is like *TOOOOOOT*

So yeah, I HATE my HAIR !

Tomorrow going to meet Andrew <3

Watch movie lah, what else.

Hahaha.

Some pictures

2009-07-26T01:25:00.003+08:00

NOW NOW !

Everybody has been asking me about the scar on my right shoulder.

Its alright guys.

Dont have to know.

Hahaha.

Some pictures took in school Uniform.

Ouh and you see the picture I took with the Pe Tshirt girl ?

Pity her sia !

She went home to take Pe tshirt for malaydance, and NO ONE told her that malay dance was cancelled.

Lucky me, Ee, Wanee, Aiin, Syiqa and Nisha still there.

And so, she hang around with us.

Hee.

Oh and like did I tell you I cut my hair!

Its freaking UGLY !

Regret that I ever cut !

*crying*

Past, Present, Future

2009-07-26T00:21:00.007+08:00

Present:
Hell-ing day !

Floorball today was at Compassvale Secondary.

Went with Syakir.

Lucky he overnight at MON MON house or not, I will be like an idiot early in the morning looking for the school.

Came late, and everyone thinks we are an item.

-.-"'

Even the leaders !

Pathetic !

He's younger than me and I treat him like my brother.

Got new coach, Mr Haslam.

Team divided into Two and lucky my team all the people I want to be with.

And ofcourse, with Coach Haslam.

Best, Tired and F U N !

After Practice went Compasspoint ate with Eisha, Syakir, Hattan and Reza.

After eating went 'lepak-ing' at what they call the 'breaker'.

Basically its where people usually dance and do breakdance !

Cool, my type of place.

And Jyeah !
I danced there; SS !

Then blahblah and chioaw !

And as usual, I hugged Eisha before going home and Shake say,

"then me dont have?"

Hahaha, and so I gave him a Hug :}

Past:

I G N I T E 2 0 0 9 !
Yes the Gig I told you about !

Haha, it was my first time aye.

And it was F U N !

Went with MON MON, Sabrina, Shake, Terrence, Munir, Babu? and Hattan.

Haha.

Oh, how could I forgot.

That 'someone' obviously go Gig and stuffs, and I saw him together with his 'devotingly' Girlfriend.

But pretended not to see him.

Why make him spoil my Fun there.

Anw, got a lot of MATMINS, (Mats and Minahs)

Why did they even come ?

Only to rembat people ?

And btw, according to MON MON, Matreps only stand at the back to just Push people.

Didnt even dare to go 'in'.

'Kental !'

And Minah's ?

Well, they went 'in' and Sabrina 'hentam' them 'rabak-rabak' !

Haha, thats the way babe !

Me ?

I tripped over this guy who fell and I fell too.
HAHA.

And the stupidest thing was to wear Yellow and go Gig.

And guess what, my shirt is DIRTY!

DURH !

So we 'lepak' after the performance.

I really had F U N !

Future:

Well, thats tomorrow.

Going for Youth Carnival,

Maybe with Wanee.

Then Family Day !

Currently:

Chatting with Andrew and Eder.

And im hungry.

NIGHTS CHIQKAS !
and oh, i got the job ! YES AH !

HURRY

2009-07-24T10:04:00.000+08:00

As usual, Im in school.
Mdm Faridah is not here.
And yeah, Later on Im following MON MON and Syakir to RP !
Bye, will update more at night :}